Where does the time go???

Well, I'm still alive.

Today is the SLOWEST day EVER!!!

Short recap - had a good weekend away with big N! He had a great tournament and we received a number of interested envelopes from scouts and a few emails upon our return home for other tournaments. Glad to see that he is succeeding and is only 11 years old (well almost 12).

I dread the day when he has to leave me to go play in some god foresaken hick town in Saskatchewan but for now, I'll just be a proud mamma!

I managed to work out one time while I was away. It was soooo hard. Need to get back on the road and start running again. Will start this on the weekend cause our weekend is quiet.

I managed to lose 2 lbs while I was away which brought me to a total of 19 lbs lost! And then I started eating.. EVERYTHING in site I might add. I am now up 4 lbs... gah. I hate the sabotage game I play with myself.

Giving myself the weekend to regroup, get back into exercise and then starting up WW again on Monday. Really want to get down another 10 by summer... We'll see.

That's it for now. I'll try to post more because more means I'm accountable.

Happy Friday!

Here we go again...

Tom week which means bad choices, pain and suffering. Gawd, sometimes I hate being a girl!!


Yesterday I managed to stuff down my gullet  -
Breakfast - oatmeal, blueberries and coffee
snack - banana
lunch - cheese/turkey sandwich, cucumbers

Here is where the day takes a drastic nose dive:
Snack - pack of wine gums, Atkins coconut snack bar
2nd afternoon snack - 5 triscuits

Dinner - 3 slices of chicken/pesto pizza
1st after dinner snack - fried tofu

dessert - skinny cow ice cream
2nd after dinner snack - 2 chocolate cookies.

Nuff said.

Needless to say - need to drink me some water today and rid myself of the shame!

Crazy Ass Weekend...

It was a crazy ass weekend... boys both in tournaments, out from Friday morning until sunday late afternoon. I'm tired, I'm hungry and I'm down 1.5 lbs!!

sweet....

Have to go grocery shopping, clean a toilet or two, do some laundry and get back in a regular schedule.

Squeee - I lost 1.5 lbs. Boooooya!

Craving mini eggs...

I hate that empty plate - I'm eating my lunch, viewing some blogs, having a relaxing time and I look down to grab another bite of my food and IT'S ALL GONE!!!

Where did it go? Did I drop it, did someone come and steal it? No... I ate it!

One of those days.. craving mini eggs....

Geez....

Weekly Goals Take 2!

So I did pretty well last week with my weekly/daily goals but by the time Friday hit, the goals went out the window and I said "fuck it" yet again!

Sick of it.

I have to make simpler goals I think.

Goal for this week is to TRACK my POINTS!

I gained another .5 lb this week. Should not have gained this amount. I'm mad at myself cause I keep sabotaging myself. I'm not sure why I do this but I do.

So, gonna track and hope that this gives me a decent loss that I can record for next monday.

Boys both have tournaments this weekend so that means eating out but I can be good even if I'm not home. Actually that might help as I seem to open the cupboards and fridge a lot lately out of boredom.

Looking forward to C25K this week.. Week 6 tomorrow!

Happy Monday.

Weekend Update

Just a quick update to end out the weekend. Hubby is grocery shopping right now (squeee - I hate grocery shopping!)...

Great weekend - big news is that I completed W5D3 of C25K!!!! That's 20 straight minutes of running and it was really not that bad. When the recorded voice in my app came on after the 20 minutes and said "walk" I burst out crying. I have NEVER run 20 minutes straight in my life. It was incredible.

Eating has been ok this weekend but I haven't tracked. Need to be on top of that next weekend, but at this point, I'm still proud of myself for running, so I am not as worried about Points+ and weight watchers.

Tomorrow when the scale has not moved I will be worried again.

Until Monday.... later!

:)

I RAN 20 MINUTES PEOPLE!!! :)

F R I D A Y!!!!

Thank God it's FRIDAY! That was a long week.

Survived run W5D2  yesterday and worried about tomorrow but if I don't make it, I don't make it! I will redo day 2 until I feel comfortable.

I did well on lunch yesterday. One slice of pizza, salad and no cake!

Today not so well, but I do like to treat myself on Fridays. Sushi and a small piece of cheesecake! mmmm

Happy friday!